Why don't you tell us your story?

who am i? where am i goin? if i knew i would tell you. and where exactly am i? NOWHERE. and it only took me 24 1/2 years to get here  i'm my mama's oldest child, and my daddy's second oldest, that he knows about. my story? my poems tell my story. but plainly, it goes like this:

born 1.18.82 in Berkely, Ca to Kim Wimberly (16) and Kent MacFarland (25, i think). 3 years later, Kenisha MacFarland was born (2.16.85). 3 years later Kent MacFarland Jr. was born (9.20.88). i guess somewhere in there my parents got married. cuz before my brother turned 1, they were getting divorced. I beleive tha's when i found out my papa was a rolling stone. cuz wherever he left his hat, and his draws, was his home. cuz every other weekend i was stayin with another chick he was co-habitatin with. all tryin to play my mama and checkin to see where my daddy been. liek i know.

so Ma Dukes married an african. had 3 mo kids by him Amaebi (pronounced uh-my-bee) and the twins, Peter Jr. and Paul. they are mentally disabled.  this is part 1 cuz i can't bring myself at this moment to finish the story. i'll be back 2moro. g'night

who is QWEEN? man. QWeeN is a chick who don't take mo mess from nobody. knows the difference between right and worng and will tell u in a heartbeat. never lets the heart interfere with the mind's decision when its the better choice. QWeeN is jus that: a QWeeN in her world will be treated like nothin less. a lil ghetto in her, which is why there's a "w" instead of a "u".

LaTashia is sentimental. sesitive. uses her heart for everything. sometimes i think it's too big. but that's how GOD made her. so the opposite of QWeeN. but somehow theymanage to live in the same place and not conpletely destroy each other.

what makes me tick?. . . . stupid qwestions. bad mothers. employees @ mrs. field's. my son's father.  workin 2 jobs and still being broke. not trusting GOD more.

i used to be off th ehook with things i siad. people used to be like "who she think she is that she can say what she says?". i figured i didn't use my voice when i really needed to. so now i talk. about any na deverthing. i've calmed down alot since those days. liek i siad. i'm 24 1/2. goin nowhre and it seems like it's takin forever to get there.

what else would u like to know?

i want to thank you for even reading to learn about SistahGirl. you guys have been so accepting of me. i love you guys

Hey....... just came thru to read your now post before last after reading it before... U know Qween, what makes what your wrote here even more than real, is I heard u saying this, kinda excited the way u get when u realize something for the very first time & u get nervpus & excited @ the same time. Another meaning of beauty, and the reason y I write... & make me feel like Beyonce' right about now to come to light about something of my own that may feel good for me to admit.... Thank u, Qween... Now sing w/me, " U must not know bout me!!!"

Wow!  Thank you for sharing.  This turned out to be a really good idea to have people telling us their story.  This is dope.

At the end of the month I moved into somethin new. new furniture. new place. new smell. new memories. all with a new relationship. And I'm glad. I've been waitin a while to release the microfibers of black from my place. and instead of cleanin him out, i jus get to do the remaining sentiments like he did me. . jus leave. no wave, no look back. jus out. I get to create new moments, new memories, now life with my beautiful wife in our beautiful new place. and I can't wait.